I know I did this before but I’ve lost the whole feeling about weightloss since last summer. I don’t know why, maybe I was too busy with other things. If I want to lose weight I really need to focus and this will be the perfect moment to start again.

This evening I had dinner with my mom and we had a really good conversation about food, weightloss and being healthy. She gives so much good advice and she really motivates me to start being healthy again.

Last summer I gained a lot of weight. Actually, I reached my highest weight ever. My mom asked me if I know why I gained all the weight and I still think about the answer. I always thought it was because of the pill, but a couple of months ago I stopped taking it and it didn’t help at all. So the gain has another cause. Well, I started running a lot this summer. Everyday my legs were a little different than the day before, I was one big walking muscle (with a little layer of fat). Beside that I started playing soccer.

But it was not only the muscles. I became a binge-eater. I still don’t have it under control. Sometimes I buy food and hide it for everyone because I’m so ashamed. Eating one bar of chocolate in one hour? Easy. I can’t stop until everything is in my stomach.It has to stop. And that’s why I’m going to be more active here :)

So hello to all my lovely (new) followers! I never stopped posting pictures on my Tumblr, I never stopped watching all the beautiful, inspiring pictures. But from now on I’m going to continue with my journey and will post more information about it. I hope to get a lot of support and I’ll always support you<3